Hey all! So just a quick update on how things have been!
I started classes on Monday. It is kind of overwhelming. Most of my professors are totally crazy but overall I really am enjoying myself! I feel like I am finally doing the right things for myself by being here! I think that being away from Spokane for a little while is just what I need emotionally and Spiritually. I have been thinking a lot lately about the church and I really have no reason other than fear to not go back. It is time that own up to my mistakes! I have really messed things up for myself.
When I get down to the center of where it all started I come to one conclusion. I let Satan instill fear in me rather than letting the power of Christ and his love for me guide my decisions. I lost track of what is really important to me all because I was too scared to get my hands dirty. I was being selfish. I wanted to give up because in the end I am tired of adversity but that is not Heavenly Father's plan for me. He is preparing me for something bigger than I could ever imagine and it is time that I let him take the wheel again!
I really need one thing right now from everyone. Support. But for the first time in my life I feel like I am in the right place at the right time and I like it!
Goodbye for now!
P.S. Sorry I don't have any pictures up! I am lame and forgot my memory card adapter at home when I moved down here!
I started classes on Monday. It is kind of overwhelming. Most of my professors are totally crazy but overall I really am enjoying myself! I feel like I am finally doing the right things for myself by being here! I think that being away from Spokane for a little while is just what I need emotionally and Spiritually. I have been thinking a lot lately about the church and I really have no reason other than fear to not go back. It is time that own up to my mistakes! I have really messed things up for myself.
When I get down to the center of where it all started I come to one conclusion. I let Satan instill fear in me rather than letting the power of Christ and his love for me guide my decisions. I lost track of what is really important to me all because I was too scared to get my hands dirty. I was being selfish. I wanted to give up because in the end I am tired of adversity but that is not Heavenly Father's plan for me. He is preparing me for something bigger than I could ever imagine and it is time that I let him take the wheel again!
I really need one thing right now from everyone. Support. But for the first time in my life I feel like I am in the right place at the right time and I like it!
Goodbye for now!
P.S. Sorry I don't have any pictures up! I am lame and forgot my memory card adapter at home when I moved down here!